1am shit...

 they sleep.

we do work that we put off to the last minute.

Dont call it a comeback...

....cuz it aint!
lol jk...not sure what it is. However, it was interesting to log back in here after all this time and read some of my old thoughts. Got a few laughs.....and smh at some things i rather not remember. All in all i think its great to document these things. Its wonderful to be able to kinda step outside of yourself and see yourself from the outside(if that makes sense). I think i may start making a few guest appearances here. It feels safe here. Almost like nobody's watching....i feel naked and free!!  peace and light

Fckin Frustrated

Why do I always get stuck with the scatter brain bitches????? UUUGGGHHHHH one more week and I'm free from this hoe. *breatheeeeeeeee* I swear this blog is turning into my venting outlet. And I promise I'm not this super angry person that I've appeared to be these last few posts.......I PROMISE!!! Lol I swear I wanna be happy but ppl wont let my good moods be great. Why wont they let me be great????

attitude like fck it

There comes a time when u gotta stop tryna be everything for everybody. Sometimes u gotta be a lil selfish. Too bad its taken me this long to figure that out. I can't be this person anymore........shits about to get real!! I'm figuring out what I want and I'm mapping out how to get it......and if ur ass is in the way you gettin stepped on. STRAIGHT LIKE THAT!!! I hate to be this person, but I cant be the fckin underdog forever.

I CANT, AND I WONT!!!!

forever changing.......

"So many things I still don't know.
So many times I've changed my mind
Guess I was born to make mistakes
But I ain't scared to take the weight
So when I stumble off the path
I know my heart will guide me back"
-E.Badu



Still growing.....evolving....learning...and seeking truth.
Its not easy but i don't ever wanna stop growing ,cuz whatever doesn't grow is DEAD!!

Window Seat

“They play it safe, are quick to assassinate what they do not understand. They move in packs ingesting more and more fear with every act of hate on one another. They feel most comfortable in groups, less guilt to swallow. They are us. This is what we have become. Afraid to respect the individual. A single person within a circumstance can move one to change. To love ourself. To evolve.”

anxiety

I feel so freakin overwhelmed....I think my head is gonna explode.
I have a million and one things going through my mind...all simultaneously.
If the world could just stop for one second....ONE FREAKIN SECOND

that would be great

the 12th day of October

They say life is a game of chess.....

Pawns move forward

Bishops move diagonal,forward,and backward

Knights move in an L-shape

The King moves one space at a time

But the Queen.....SHE MOVES IN ANY DIRECTION SHE PLEASES.

It is I......the LoveSupremeQueen

....the great i am

Naw I aint no five star bitch I'm on my queen shit!!

-LoveSupremeQueen

Insomnia

Aint nothin like some late night computer-love when u can't sleep. I love my webcam and she loves me!!

Nite-Nite.....I'm off to visit other planets!!

*sigh*

Soundtrack to my life right now!!!

shame on me

Man I haven't posted in a century!!!!
Between twitter and everything else I been lost
Major slacker!!!!
Ill be posting something for sure next week!!!




...........Twitter: @LuvSupremeQueen

New Amerykah Part II

So i went to Target last week and purchased Erykah Badu's new cd.I looooove it!! My favorite songs are "20 Feet Tall", "Turn Me Away" and "Out My Mind, Just In Time". This woman never fails to deliver and thats why she will always have my undying support. TEAM ERYKAH!!!

The album artwork was hott!!!!

lately i been......

.....or maybe I'm just trippin

analogue girl in a digital world.

So as u may or may not know I am a hugeeeee E.Badu fan. Aside from creating some of my most favorite music she is also a style icon of mine. I especially love the hand jewelry she wears; my most favorite being her ankh ring.

Check out her fabulousness!!!!!!.....

The ankh is the kemetic symbol of life. It also represents family...the circle portion is woman, and the lower portion is man. The point in which they meet(cross) represents children.

And here is a pic of one I recently purchased

I LOVE IT!!!

NEW MUSIC from Ms. Badu..... "Window Seat"

I heart this woman...

.........!!!!!!!!

I find, in being Black,
a thing of "Beauty";
like a joy; a strength;
a secret cup of gladness ...
a native land in neither time nor place ...
a native land in every Black face!

Be loyal to yourselves;
your skin;
your hair;
your lips;
your speech;
your laughing kinds
are Black kingdoms,
vast as any other.

-- Ossie Davis



Currently: Working on human sexuality and social change project. all this work has given me a nasty cold sore....UGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! HAND ME THE PISTOL!!!

Real Talk....(free of charge)

"Philosophers have long conceded, however, that every man has two educators: 'that which is given to him, and the other that which he gives himself. Of the two kinds the latter is by far the more desirable. Indeed all that is most worthy in man he must work out and conquer for himself. It is that which constitutes our real and best nourishment. What we are merely taught seldom nourishes the mind like that which we teach ourselves."

-Carter G. Woodson

Stop waiting on them to tell you who you are.....they never will. You can't possibly know where you're going if you have no idea where you come from. The American education system is not fit for people of Afrikan descent. They're just teaching you what you need to know......going to their schools....to work for them. Your college degree don't make u no betta than that highschool dropout in the hood.......YOU JUST A BETTER SLAVE!!! You're just a little more equipped to feed the capitalistic monster....The United States of America!!

No shade being thrown...that's not my style. Just droppin somethin on your mind out of love!! After all I am TheLoveSupremeQueen!!

Nappiversary cont'd

So this Sunday I made a post about celebrating my one year anniversary of going natural. The internet connection that i was using[stealing] was acting super crazy so I couldn't really load pictures and things. So without further or do here is my journey to natural land.......

I'm gonna take a guess and say that I was about 5 years old in this picture. My hair was very thick and healthy at this point. Aint I just the cutest lil thing???

My hair was natural up until about eleven years old when my mother decided it would be easier to manage with a relaxer.The relaxer never really took so I always had to flat iron to get it straight. All it basically did was loosen the curl. I think that was my hairs way of telling me that it was never meant to be straight.

The next five pictures are me in high school(15 years old). As you can see my hair never really looked "relaxed".However it did start to break off at the ends from a combination of the relaxer and me pretty much not doing anything to it other than ponytails.

In 2006 i got a little bored with my hair and decided to sport a short cut. It was still relaxed but super cute. Here it is...

This is prom...same haircut but with added extensions.

I absolutely adored this haircut, but after three years I realized it was time for it to GO!! I always got asked what I would do with my hair after i got tired of my short cut. My reply was always "cut it all off and start over", but who have thought that's what I would actually do. At first I was a little skeptical because I didn't really know what I would do with it once it started to grow out. Just like before I really had no idea what to do with my hair other than throw it in a ponytail. Even with all the uncertainty I took a chance and decided to do the big chop. So on February 7, 2009 I went to Natural Trendsetters Hair Salon and had them chop it all off!!

These pictures are all within a two months range.

Man I miss my nose ring!!

Going natural has truly been one of the best decisions I have ever made. People always say "its just hair" but going natural really did spill over into other areas in my life. I began to eat better, take better care of my body, my whole attitude changed about a lot of things. For once I felt like ME!!!....I wasn't hiding behind anything....I felt naked but in a good way...I felt free....liberated!!! It hasn't always been easy but I don't regret it one bit. In the beginning I was afraid of what people would say or think but I had to let all those things go and worry about how I felt...because in the end that's whats important. When i began to see that I was beautiful just the way I was others began to see it too. Yes I've gotten a few negative comments but they don't move me AT ALL. I'm exceptionally pleased with the person that I am so there is really nothing anybody can say to make me second guess my decision. I LOVEEEEEEE ME!!!! lol

Its been a whole year later and I am almost shocked at how much my hair has grown. Without the help of the natural online community I would have been a total wreck. In fact, I don't even think I would still be natural if it weren't for all the encouraging YouTube videos and natural hair blogs that were created to assist women in their journey. I just hope that I can be a source of encouragement to other women grappling with the decision to go natural.

HERE I AM NOW :)

lol

Happy Birthday Hair.........you are amazing!!!!

Its My Hair's Birthday

Happy 1 Year Nappiversary to me!!!!!!:)


.....to be continued when i have time to post pics and stuff......