1am shit...

 they sleep.

we do work that we put off to the last minute.

Dont call it a comeback...

....cuz it aint!
lol jk...not sure what it is. However, it was interesting to log back in here after all this time and read some of my old thoughts. Got a few laughs.....and smh at some things i rather not remember. All in all i think its great to document these things. Its wonderful to be able to kinda step outside of yourself and see yourself from the outside(if that makes sense). I think i may start making a few guest appearances here. It feels safe here. Almost like nobody's watching....i feel naked and free!!  peace and light

Fckin Frustrated

Why do I always get stuck with the scatter brain bitches????? UUUGGGHHHHH one more week and I'm free from this hoe. *breatheeeeeeeee* I swear this blog is turning into my venting outlet. And I promise I'm not this super angry person that I've appeared to be these last few posts.......I PROMISE!!! Lol I swear I wanna be happy but ppl wont let my good moods be great. Why wont they let me be great????

attitude like fck it

There comes a time when u gotta stop tryna be everything for everybody. Sometimes u gotta be a lil selfish. Too bad its taken me this long to figure that out. I can't be this person anymore........shits about to get real!! I'm figuring out what I want and I'm mapping out how to get it......and if ur ass is in the way you gettin stepped on. STRAIGHT LIKE THAT!!! I hate to be this person, but I cant be the fckin underdog forever.

I CANT, AND I WONT!!!!

forever changing.......

"So many things I still don't know.
So many times I've changed my mind
Guess I was born to make mistakes
But I ain't scared to take the weight
So when I stumble off the path
I know my heart will guide me back"
-E.Badu



Still growing.....evolving....learning...and seeking truth.
Its not easy but i don't ever wanna stop growing ,cuz whatever doesn't grow is DEAD!!

Window Seat

“They play it safe, are quick to assassinate what they do not understand. They move in packs ingesting more and more fear with every act of hate on one another. They feel most comfortable in groups, less guilt to swallow. They are us. This is what we have become. Afraid to respect the individual. A single person within a circumstance can move one to change. To love ourself. To evolve.”

anxiety

I feel so freakin overwhelmed....I think my head is gonna explode.
I have a million and one things going through my mind...all simultaneously.
If the world could just stop for one second....ONE FREAKIN SECOND

that would be great